Okay, so what's with this anxiety God? Where is this coming from? Maybe the fact that I've lied to you is breaking my heart. Yeah, that's it. And, coming to terms with this makes me feel free. Free and....happy. I mean, have you seen my face lately? :)
Oh my gosh! In joyous moods I am in! It is summer and I am free! For the past two weeks I have been doing everything that I've wanted and it has not been boring at all! Bon fires, smores, small little parties, shopping, movies, writing, and minimal reading...not that I don't enjoy a page turner, just that I don't have too constantly!
OH THE JOYS!
This is the best summer I've had in years, and it has just begun. Maybe because my goal this summer is not a long list...just a promise that it will not be boring. I refuse!
Now, if only I had taken my chance with this special boy...this summer would be the best.