I know you're listening. I'm not complaining. I'm contemplating.
Am I smiling in the right way, am I smiling in the right light? I do not percieve happiness, at least not in the appropriate light. Happiness...this happiness, is it suppose to be everlasting? Is that an attribute of true happiness? So many questions, yet I get many answers in the things that I ask.
You'll never leave me behind. You're in love, but I'm just infactuated. Is there a way to fall in love with you...maybe spending the time and looking at your beautiful face* will draw me more to your Majesty.
I'm not infactuated. I'm in love. I can feel it in my bones. The core of the heart is in the soul, which you have saved, loved, and forgiven over and over again. I feel as if You are my long lost friend, from a faraway land that I've lost touch with in no fault of Your own. I never return the post cards, the signs, ...the devotions that we desperately need.
God, where am I?
I'm considering every single aspect of my life, considering my ways. I love You, but where am I?
I love you, but where am I?