I thought that my life needed a man, but I knew that I could never find the one in my mind. The man that I loved within my heart was nonexistent, is nonexistent, but I hope to God he isn't going to be nonexistent. The way I am, wanting to be pure in heart is something that should be prized, but something that is thrown away. My heart, my soul, my emotions that bring me back to you, although I know you are not for me.
I despise the hurt and bruises you've placed on my heart.
Was I really right for letting you in this far?
Am I right, I only imagined us for a few days, a few moments, a few thoughts.
God, please forgive me of my mistakes. Because I feel like a mistake, too.