boring me

guys, i am so boring. soooo booooring. even normal teenage stuff is foreign to me. my life is so stuck! why can't I just get some excitement?

my friend lent me this book, yada yada yada. save your perverted comments because i've heard them all before. :p i leave him cute notes in the shape of hearts for him to find when i give them back, signing my name in swirly letters ending in "♥ , melissa". i don't think my feelings are reciprocated. but that's fine, admitting a problem is the first step to solving it. i'm saying it loud and proud.

now if i could tell it to his face, things would be easier kthx